will last with him forever

Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ Thursday, June 11, 2009

todae woke up at 11 plus
tired sia...my mum wake mi up
wtf...haix...then went to prepare jiu walked to take train
to yishun mrt station meet my baby then went to
pei him go see doctor wor...
then his his head keep from ytd pain till nw sia..
haix...eat de dcotor give de medicine still nt feelin ok
wor kinda miss him alot sia and worry him wor..
after tat went to take cab to sgh to see my grandma
then my bro and angela go up first to see my grandma
then my bro tot mi tat angela went to see her she was veri frightened
and shiverin i listen dao i was veri scare...
when i went up see her...i was kinda veri sad and i cry out...
i dunno hw to sae as it realli veri hurt to see her...
her leg was so swollen and she was veri pain and keep cryin
i hear dao i was kinda veri sad and cry...haix...then
she todae ask mi tat hear from my mum sae
about my result then i sae ya...goin ttsh soon for check up le..
haix...she was like cryin too cos i was cryin just nw haix...
as i feel veri sad for her...she like veri tongku as i cant do anythin to help her
sudden feel veri useless haix...i dun wanna see her till like this..
i just wanna her to enjoy her life and be happi everydae...
haix...y just to let her go peacefully rather then so tong ku
is realli veri sad...i just dunno how to sae...
then awhile i jiu went to foddcourt find my bro and angela
then eat dessert then my uncle jiu sent us back to amk le..
hmmm then my baby and i jiu walked to sk house and find him le..
then was cryin again...haix...as i veri worry anout my baby plus my grandma
as todae my baby go see doctor to check his high blood
as his high blood was so high sia 145 i was realli sad and no mood
as i cry at sk house just nw...haix...i just feel so sad...
i nw just keep worryin about my baby plus my grandma wor...haix..
hmmm...then after tat i promise my baby i wont cry again le...hmmm
so i nv cry and try to cheer myself up but its diff wor...
then about 10 i jiu sent my baby to mrt station then i went home le...

hmm todae mood was veri sad plus no mood
as i cry almost whole dae haix...hmmm
i todae happi is my baby stay at my side and support mi
by cheerin mi up i realli veri happi to hear tat....as
i feel veri comfortable when u r actually keep at my side
and supportin mi...baby i love u 1314 for my entire whole life wor..
baby i promise u de thin i will do it de...u too k...
hmmm perhaps..i will try to cheer up ba...
it realli hurt mi too deep le..all thin just happen too sudden haix...
hope both my grandma will recover soon ba...
u guys wont know wat my feelin is de...